Oh halooooo my good citizens. Lol. No really, hi guys. I now I have been M I A for a very long while on and of. Am I back for real this time? I don't know, my life is crazy and I am really trying to tend to DA when I get time.

I quit my job now and I'm moving to a different city in 2 weeks. Starting on a new page. It's really something I need ofter the year I had.

Anyways, so I just wanted to say thank you soooo much for all the faves and watches. And the nice comments!!! I really appreciate all of the support!!! I am soryr but I don't have time to respond to each one of them, it's a fucking shitload....

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You Won't Control Me
Dear grief:
You strangled me
As I snuggled into your hugs
I remember your joy
Toying with my lungs
Dear hate:
I remember the excitement
The bruises you left
Told me to "look at the concept"
As you sneered at me, you never left
Oh I smiled as you burned my flesh
There I go thinking of the past, it's dead
Here I go feeling no peace, just dread
You'll never get to break me
Emotion's ran me deep
They had prevented me from sleep
I looked elsewhere ignoring them
And yet the emotions tried to brush my lips again
I want to tell you, my sweet emotions,
I used to be yours
The past is, the past
And little by little, I don't know you anymore
Dear Pain:
I remember how you buckled me
The ground felt so heavenly
Your needle pierced me deep
You held on tight
I waited on you; you never gave me the time
Dear contentment:
I remember the dead silence
The hard stop, as everything slipped
And suddenly all was balanced
The nothingness ringed
Your silence made me scream
There I go thinking of the past, it's a :thumb327932676: :thumb330135761: :thumb325199225:

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